I don’t know what to do.
No one should say what you can and can’t do.
I don’t know what to do since I can only live one way…and that way is my truth.
The sun rises and I know I can live this way and it’s okay.

I fall to my knees and try to pray
and if I could do this everyday
I would still live the same old way.
My mind goes on a blast from the past
…and these colors melt into a garden
where I buried my memories into the ground.

I “lie” in this garden and lift my memories out of the ground.
Open my mouth and let it all flow out…
I don’t know what to do.
No one should say what you can and can’t do.
I don’t know what to do since I can live one way
…and that way is my truth.
The sun rises and I know I can live this way and it’s okay.
I fall to my knees and try to pray
and if I could do this everyday
I would still live the same old way.
I would wait for you, wait for you, wait for you.
Don’t hate me for living
just look to this side of my heart.

I’ll wait inside my mind where that garden is hidden.
I’ll keep it all hidden.. if you don’t come soon
and open this side of my heart
to live for you,
live for you,
live for you.