Raging Winds of Caged Wings

Is this a lasting love,

Or something passing?

Because I’d like to know

If I can be sure of

All the times you said you wanted me.

But, then something changed in me

And all I could do was deny this thing.

 

So when the night comes

And your all alone

Don’t think of me

As what could be.

Think of what was and that

I’m not your love.

I don’t buy souls.

 

I just sell them,

Since I’m already going to hell.

And I’ve got no problem with that

Since I am my own.

And you are just a pawn

Of this whole mind game.

But what happens

 

When I want a real love?

Leaps & Bounds

I wear the brand of this trade

Tattooed on my back,

And you act so surprised

From this thing you already knew.

You’re like that statue I once sold

Many moons ago,

To become less cold.

 

And your eyes are like the coffee

I just poured down the drain.

You always said,

“This was just a mistake”

But I’m not blind.

I just can’t wait

For this time to just pass by.

 

You’re just another guy,

Quick to forget about the leaps and bounds.

So I’m going home

To be right by my side.

The side of change.

When I get caught in this moment

Of how you act so surprised.

Fairytale Monsters Of The Night

I’m not one to love the auto-tune and

Lover boy songs,

With always happy endings.

They make me sick.

Like the girls always wanting to be the princess.

 

Nothing adds up

To all the stupid things I’ve said.

But that’s what makes life beautiful,

The reality of trouble

And me being in the middle.

 

If I could change my name

It’d be to City Lights,

So everything would be all right.

And I’d always find my way home

On this dark, dark night.

 

But still, nothing adds up

To all the stupid things I’ve done.

But that’s what makes life interesting,

The reality of differences

And me being in the middle.

 

Every time I pass by

This storefront window,

Another ad tells me how to be.

And that’s not me,

So I plug in my headphones and listen.

There Is No Title For Love

The record’s spinning round and round,

And my heart is beating non-stop.

When you walk in and say,

You would marry me if I were 22,

But I’m only 19.

So, what’s the deal with being in a hurry?

Time is something that is just our lie.

Like the time you said you were fine.

 

Who’s to say we need this now?

Nothing is out there

But the whole world.

And the ease of this pain

Is what sooths your burn,

Like the time we kissed in the rain.

If only my math was better,

I could add a few numbers.

 

But all I have is my creativity,

So I’ll just build a home

That will last.

And now we’re dancing round and round,

Like the King and Queen.

When you whisper in my ear and say,

You would marry me if I were 22,

But I’m only 19.

 

Maybe this is just the test?

To see what moments last

Until the sunset.

Sunshine is the kiss that keeps on giving

Besides the lips of your honey.

And the combination we’ve created

Is like the wrist watch my father bought,

Never dying.

 

One last turn,

And one last kiss when we realize

The music’s fading.

And now we’re just swaying.

When you walk away and say,

You would marry me if I were 22,

But I’m only 19.

Message In A Heart Shaped Glass

You ask me.

You ask me why the sky is blue

And the grass is green.

Why your veins are blue

And your blood stains red.

You ask me.

You ask me why I love you

And not another.

 

My dear.

My dear you are the sky that is blue

And that grass is green.

For if you were not apart of me,

Where would that leave you?

And your veins are blue from

The ice running to my heart.

And the red that you see

Is the moment I cut away from you,

to leave.

 

Never tell.

Never tell me why the sky is blue

And the grass is green.

Why your veins are blue

And your blood stains red.

Never tell me.

Never tell me why I love you

And not another.

 

A Soul.

A soul is what is trapped

Inside this body

Yearning to break free.

But that day may never come,

To keep me at bay.

So I hold onto your body

Like an infant at dinner.

This is just a cage,

That cannot be broken.

 

The Truth.

The truth will set us free,

They say

But what if the truth is a lie,

In some weird way.

Honestly, honesty, it’s just us now.

The truth is,

We’re all alone now.

Paolo Nutini

I love this man!

Sun bathing & Paolo

What more could a girl want! Plus, he will be in Spain this summer, hmmm, concert?!

Lluvia, Rain time!

por lo que es cada vez que llueve, no tengo mi paraguas?

Mierda!

(Google Images)

Que es el mensaje de mis sueños?

Yo no digo nada a Dios. Él no me dice nada.
No es que no me he olvidado de él, él sólo tiene otras cosas que hacer.
Y yo soy el teléfono ocupado que nunca llama a la mía.
Por lo tanto, yo no le digo nada a Dios.
Mis sueños son míos.
Y este cuerpo crea mi propio ser.
No me va a robar de mi alma.
Él no me dice nada,
y eso no es importante.

This Is What Happens

At 1:30 AM and I’ve been at school since 8 am the day before,

running on three hours of sleep.

Flour stress ball breaks.

Almost done!

After today things will go a lot easier with finals.

I just have a short presentation on what I will be writing about in Spanish and then just write the paper.

Right now, I am running on two hours of sleep and feel like a. my head might explode, and b. a little bit drunk.

How to survive the 4 back to back classes today?